LordShadowmancer

The fire and brimstone came again, as soon as Jason closed his eyes. He felt like his insides were burning and boiling, and that he too would turn to ash at any moment. All of his insides felt like they were being drowned in a pool of lava, and he could do nothing to stop it. Slowly, a vision came into focus. Another one of the dreams brought on by this accursed fire within him. It was a city. It looked like a fair city, paved with fine granite. The entire city wall was whitewashed, making it gleam in the afternoon light. Then the entire world was plunged into fire as far as he could see. The city streets were no longer granite, but paved w

Dark Perfection I embrace the night with open arms, Open mind, And open soul. Giving it my entirety. Pledging to the darkness, My entire being, For one moment; One second of solace. Feeling that peace, That comfort, That silence, Changing my very being. Longing for the night; It whispers my name, Beckoning me to stay. Longing for the night; It calls to me, Pulling me down. Drowning in the black oblivion, Drowning in the vast nothing. Suffocating for one more moment; A moment Of dark perfection. I embrace the night with clawing furry, Heated passion, Darkened eyes, Giving up my reality. Conceding to the darkness; Gi

How Do You Feel? Today, a friend died. I wish I knew what to do. So many times its happened, But it all seems to new. Today, a part of me died, Another piece was ripped away. All the wounds I bare resurface, Clouding up this day. Today, It rained, The sky too shed tears. I stand in the rain, Reliving my childhood fears. What do you do, When someone is taken; Ripped out of your life? What do you do, When someone you love Is taken forever? How do you feel, When your world is shattered; Torn down around you? How do you feel, When one's life is forfeit And you're left here? Tell me, Please God, Tell me! Yesterday, it a

After dark when all is past away, I sit and cry, You come to me, You come to me by moonlight. You wipe my tears away, You make it all go away. You love me for me, Even my imperfections, Youre not my lover, Youre just my friend. You are there when I need you, Always there for me. So come to me, Come to me by moonlight. Tell me your fears, Ive told you mine, Share your dreams, Ive shared mine. I love the way I feel, How I feel when I talk to you, Wont you come to me, Come to me by moonlight, Make me forget my fears, Make me feel special, Make me feel loved. When all is passed away, Youll be there for me, Youll wait fo

Falling into Morbidity Living in a desolate wasteland, Surrounded by pain and agony. Lying in deep pools of darkness, Wishing to be free. Stranded in the middle of This God forsaken land. Trying to run away From this unescapable fate. Bound and gagged by a thousand endless whispers, Wishing one would bring some sanity. But nothing comes without its price, And the price is to never be free. Trying to puzzle out These endless tormented dreams; Trying to find some reasoning Behind all this morbidity. I find my sanity slowly slipping, As I dive deeper into my mind. Finding things best left unsaid, And uncovering things best un

Haunted I'm haunted day any night, By these visions of mortality. Tortured every waking hour, By smoldering dreams that cannot be. I cry myself to sleep at night, And wake up crying still. I see it in the darkest corners, And in the deepest recesses of my mind. The frozen fears hang over my head, And the frosted grip of death has my heart. And as I lay in bed dying, I see those dreams pass me by. And in my mind's eye, I see, A vision from a past long gone. A distant dream of happiness, Where this rain of tears ended. And drenched in my own sweat and blood, I lay there, gazing at this past. And I wonder to myself, "Is it to

Everything Dies Dead to the world, And dead inside. Seeing the world, Through darkened eyes. Looking and wandering, And running away. Knowing and hating, That everything dies. Living to die, And dying for life. Wandering the earth, Yearning for the skies. Hoping to see A faint glimpse of lifes But all that he sees, Is everything dies. Far has he seen The broke and divided lands. There seems to be no cure; Only food for the flies. Faintly remembering Times long since forgotten. He breaks down as he realizes Everything dies. Wishing to be spared From this crule fate, He seeks a release, Alone he cries. Eyes glazing